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Name: Michelle Ruth Tong

Birthday: 3rd March

Life Mission Statement:
To be a testimony of Christ and set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity (1 Tim. 4:12). Do whatever is true, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable, whatever is excellent and praiseworthy to God (Phili 4:8).



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Thursday 31 January 2008
*.* Dream.. Dream dream dream.. *.*

I had 2 dreams.

One, IT'S REALLY JUST A DREAM. I dreamt that I have a elder brother (which will never be true) and he is so rich. I stayed in a super big house with a super room. My room was like a huge one-room flat that had everything. Big. long sofa, Big Plasma TV, Big bed, a humongous bathroom that is almost a size of a room with a huge bathtub and a spa. I had a grand, super grand wedding that my brother gave me. My goodness, I wished I didn't wake up from that dream. -Laughs- Dream on!

The other dream. It seemed to be like a message for me. I don't know what it means but it was too real. I couldn't sleep after waking up from that dream.

Dream.. Dream Dream Dream...

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Saturday 26 January 2008
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I think I'm losing grip. If I ever fall, please do catch me, someone.

I don't know how long I will hang on to but I think not too long. It's going to be dreadful. Just by reading them makes me upset. I regret not doing more for you all. I regret not spending time with you all and I regret not making a difference in your life yet.

I didn't regret my decision. I know I can't and I won't.

I wish you happy. Let someone else do it.

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Thursday 24 January 2008
*.* Emo.. *.*

Haven't felt so low for a long time. Seemed like things are crushing over me. I don't know how to face it if it's without you.

Upset and disappointed but there is nothing I can do. To think that just a simple word could separate the past and present so clearly. I felt so betrayed; you make me realized how much I shouldn't have trusted you front from the beginning and make me think whether you are using me to get closer to someone else.

Even you are not talking to me now. I've already decided to let it be this way. Nothing can change my decision. I know I won't regret making this decision. Even if time has to reverse, I will still do the same thing and answer the same way. I hope you will ask and find out. Maybe I don't know how to put it across to you but you must know that I still respect you.

And you! Stop telling others what is happening. I just want to let them know myself. Don't create more trouble. Why can't you just shut your bloody big mouth and keep it to yourself? Does that mean that he/she must know about it just because you two are close to one another? Cut the crap with me. Why did I tell you so much and trusted you for all these? Call me dumb then. Don't let me hear another word from you again or I'll kick your balls!

And one more of you. Stop assuming things. Assumption makes an ass of you and me. Just put yourself as an ass and don't get me involved. Sick and tired of all these crap. Just F*** off. Get a life and I live mine. You don't have to tell me what to do anymore.

I'm seeing the same cycle happening just that in different people. The old has gone the new has come. I know it won't just stop here. I want to let you know that it's about people and life, not events.

I've seen through all these now. That should be the end of all.

posted by Michelle at 23:14:00 | 0 comments


Wednesday 23 January 2008
*.* Traces of life over the weekends.. *.*

I wanted to blog so much for the past one week or so but I don't know how. Pretty much afraid that the things I said here might end up with another issue.
I guess it's a mixture of too many things. Maybe I'll just type down whatever descriptions that comes to my mind right now.

Disappointed.Sad.Angry.Betrayed.Roller-Coaster.Heartache.Tears.Unreasonable.Dislike.Finished.Broken.
Friendships.Youths.Passion.Died.Hopeless.Helpless.Grandpa.
Aunties.Stupid.


Joash celebrated his 2nd birthday at Changi Chalet over the weekends. He is such a bundle of joy. So adorable. Want to see some photos? Come and ask me and I'll show it to you. I'm quite lazy to load them here.

Happy.Crazy.Best Friends.Miss you.Love.
Good-old-days.Relax.Accepted.Hugs&Kisses.Memories.
Butt-pain.Sunburnt.Enjoyable.Lovely.Sweet.Photography
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It's been donkey years since I last went to Pulau Ubin. Gillian, Ken, Kei and myself went to Ubin on Saturday morning. We had fun cycling and exploring the place. At least I found my confidence back in cycling. (Not that I don't know how to cycle, just that I was afraid to cycle). Want to see photos? Again, I'm quite a lazy bum, ask me and I'll show them to you.

When will it ever stop? When will the happy days come?
Frustrating.Idiots.Nonsense.Assumption.Brainless.Scapegoat.
Politics.Leaders.WAKE UP.OneBigPieceOfCrap.Move.New.
Pasture.Sorry.Good Intentions.


Sunday was a good day. Slept in till quite late. Everyone plays a part. Just take it lightly.

Chalet.Glad.Happy.Relax.Scared.Pleasured.Fun.Sweet.
Rememberance.Sweet-Memories.Good-Memories.

posted by Michelle at 17:03:00 | 0 comments


Saturday 12 January 2008
*.* A Tribute to Blackie *.*

It's the new year and I'm still adjusting from all the holidays and things happening around me. Quite a busy year start. I've yet to come out with my new year resolution. Guess my aim to get back to school in July and start my student life all over again. I miss school very much.

It's been 2 days without car. My mom wanted to get a new car under my name so had to scrap blackie (that's what I call it). I'm trying to get used to not having a car and taking bus and MRT. It's not difficult just that it's really more convenient to have a car. (Don't ask me when the new car is coming because I need to turn 21 first!) Imagine having to take a cab and feel so sick after the ride. I never thought I would have motion sickness especially in a cab.

Finally I got to beg my mom to let me drive her car. She nagged for many many minutes but still decided to let me drive her car because her car is bigger and it's manual. I haven't really drive a manual since I passed less than 2 years ago.

Blackie is an auto car which followed me wherever I go for the past 1 year 2 months. It been through good times and bad times with me and be it rain or shine, it will protect me and it's a good friend to me too. I admit that I hurt blackie many times. I made blackie kissed someone's back so hard that I had to pay for the repair. I gave blackie a blue-black at the driver's side. I didn't abuse it just that I was careless. I drove it everyday and sometimes some other people would drive it during the weekends especially. The one who drives it usually will give blackie a clean up and a wash up which I seldom do it so blackie should be happy that he drove the car. He missed blackie more than.. Never you mind.

Anyway, I miss blackie. I could feel that I've lost something very important to me, like a friend.

posted by Michelle at 02:50:00 | 0 comments

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