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*.* Her Life Mission *.*

Name: Michelle Ruth Tong

Birthday: 3rd March

Life Mission Statement:
To be a testimony of Christ and set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity (1 Tim. 4:12). Do whatever is true, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable, whatever is excellent and praiseworthy to God (Phili 4:8).



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Friday 24 September 2004
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Love may exist without jealousy ,although this is are, but jealousy may exist without love, and this is common

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Sunday 19 September 2004
*.* Friends *.*

People. We meet everyday. Everyday different people walk in and out of our lives. Some leave and carve their names on stone, others on sand. Some influence you to become good or bad. Some became our good friends, some even best friends and even to the extend of a relationship, while others are just a a 'hi and bye'. So many out there, I wonder how many have I really treasured.

We grow with one another, we learn from one another. In time of trouble, we know only our best friends can help us because they are the ones who understand us. Are we always using each other, taking advantage of each other? Well, that depends how much you see it. I always believe if I treat others well, they will in turn treat me well too. While if people treat me well, I will treat them even better.

Some are really caring yet we often question what is their motive(s). Some are really warm yet again we question why is he/she so scary.

We are so different. Created in a different matter. Some are just so good while others are better. This is a society of competition and stressful.

Sometimes I really wonder if I leave the world, will my friends remember me of who I am? Will they even remember me? Or will they just miss my crap, the 'siao-ness' in me.

I have yours written on stone, clay... What about you?


ps: I thank God for my few good friends. If it's without them, I probably would have die of loneliness. Thanks for all your support. =)

posted by Michelle at 22:59:00 | 0 comments


Wednesday 15 September 2004
*.* My rotten day *.*

What a day I had. I was utterly disgusted by my lecturer during Maths lecture when he said a vector bisects the other on a straight line. Well, there was a small commotion among my classmates so I decided to raise that question up. To my horror of horrors, he actually told me it's half and said if I don't understand the meaning of the word go to www.dictionary.com to find out the meaning.

What a respond right?! Of course, people were laughing and giving me the stare. I don't care. I think I wasn't asking anything stupid. In fact, he even go on and said if it happens in the actual exam and I can't find my dictionary.com, I can always ask the invigilator. What a lecturer!

I've got a reminding letter from one of my modules. And guess what, when I look at the dates, it was on the 22/07/04 and the 22/08/04. I've got proof that I was sick and had a medical certificate on the 22/07/04, but look carefully again 22/08/04 (looking at my calendar of year 2004), IT'S A SUNDAY! I didn't know a school functions on a Sunday.

OH my.. I just wonder if my lecturer wants to pick on me, he would have used a better idea and not choose such a way that the mistake is so obvious. It's their mistake that becomes my fault for not attending lessons. That's very sad. I still take pride of going for every lesson and I take it seriously because I am keen of getting good grades.

It just spoilt my day.

posted by Michelle at 23:56:00 | 0 comments



*.* My poor chain... *.*

Tiak! There it goes again.

I was showering and the next moment I saw my cross was on the floor. Oh no.. My chain broke.
I value this chain, just as I value the person who gave it to me. I hope it can still be repaired. Though it is not very costly, but it is from someone special. A special gift from someone special.

But I broke it. Sad.

As I look at my chain, it's not in a piece any more. Just like my heart. I won't say I can't live without it but it probably has become part of me. Just like my lecturer recognized my cross. Without the chain holding my cross, perhaps my cross won't be with me.

Well, I'm a sentimental person. It's not how much the thing cost. It's about the gift, who gave it and why the person gave. It has gone through my first hurdle of my common test and still more to come. I want to wear it everyday, everywhere I go and even for my every test and exams. But I just broke it...

Treasure the things you have, because you will never know when you will lose it.

posted by Michelle at 01:03:00 | 0 comments


Tuesday 14 September 2004
*.* Blue *.*

I've got so much in mind to write but I can't pen down any. My emotions are running over me. I am feeling very lousy. If you think I am okay or I look okay, well let me tell you, I am not at all. I'm emotionally drained, spiritually dry, physically tired. Everything happened seem so long ago, looks like I'm not handling it well. I guess I am hurt, everywhere.

Tears streamed down unknowingly
My heart seem so heavy
Each tears carry each hurt
Each hurt tearing my heart

My heart is still arching
My tears are still rolling
When will this end?
Letting go, letting God

God just where are You?
Why have You forsaken me too?
Didn't You know I need You most now?
Didn't You say for those who are weak will be strong?

God, why didn't You keep Your promise?
I'm sorry for my disobedience
I'm sorry for my foolishness
I'm lost

I need Your touch
Where the world seems empty
Where the world is heartless
Where the world is hurtful
God You are the only left whom I trust

Please don't forsake me
Bring me out of this wilderness
Bring me out of this hurt
Bring me out of this darkness

Give me hope that I will believe
Give me light that I may see
Give me wisdom that I may know
Give me love that I am loved again

I am human too... I have my darkness moments. Friends, I know you care for me. I really appreciate it. Whenever I'm in need of comfort, you are willing to lend me your shoulders and ears. Thank you for listening to my nagging. Thank you for being generous to my unreasonable and stubbornness. Thank you.

For my faithful readers, I sorry but to say that I've disappoint you for whenever you expected to see some update(s), it didn't happen as what you expected and leaving you empty. I happy that people see and read my blog. I thank you for your comments and for reading this blog of mine. Some people blog to say their daily routine, I blog to let my thinking run. Pardon me if I've written anything unsightly.

I need a break. Not a kit-kat. I need to let my tears roll and roll...

posted by Michelle at 01:59:00 | 0 comments


Thursday 9 September 2004
*.* Inner Being *.*

Everyone only knows the outside of me. The one who smiles a lot, talks a lot, craps a lot and even cries a lot. But who knows me inside well? No one except Him. He created me, He knows me, He makes me special, He knows my desire than anyone else.

Read this, this is meant for all who knows me...

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

You can only go as far as you push!Actions speak louder than words.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.

Some people make the world special by just being in it.

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends. Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come thru. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

To realize the value of a sister:
Ask someone who doesn't have one.

To realize the value of ten years:
Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realize the value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize the value of one year:
Ask a student who has failed a final exam.

To realize the value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize the value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of one minute:
Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize the value of one-second:
Ask a person who has survived an accident...

To realize the value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:Lose one.

I probably lost one. People, treasure one another... people you love, people you know, your friends and love ones... Don't regret it or it will be too late...

posted by Michelle at 11:56:00 | 0 comments

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