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Name: Michelle Ruth Tong

Birthday: 3rd March

Life Mission Statement:
To be a testimony of Christ and set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity (1 Tim. 4:12). Do whatever is true, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable, whatever is excellent and praiseworthy to God (Phili 4:8).



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Thursday 30 June 2005
*.* Prayer changes things.. *.*

When I realized that one of my friends got pregnant, I felt so happy. In fact, my friends and I knew it 2 weeks ago. We were so excited, it was as if we are the ones getting pregnant. This couple really gone through thick and thin. Their first child was a miscarriaged, the second died of pre-mature birth. They are like my big brother and sister (the very fact that they are 10 years older than me). When I was at my deepest pit, they were there for me, comforting me and encouraged me. Of course when something good happened, my friends and I were excited about it.

I wondered if babies are gifts from God, then why did He give and take them away? I honestly still have no answer to my own question. I'm waiting for someone to enlighten me. Now, my friend is pregnant again, of course I'm very happy for both of them.

Another of our church member is pregnant. But her case is worrying. The couple went for a scan and the doctor said that he cannot detect the baby's heartbeat. Her doctor will put her through a 'labor-like' induction by means of medication in order to bring the baby out then conduct a post-mortem on the baby to find out the cause.

It sound very scary right? Honestly, I haven't heard of anyone I know going through so much during pregnancy. I am worried for her and her baby.

Some people want to have children, dying to have kids, but either they can't have or they can't afford it. On the other hand, we have people who wants fun, out of curosity, have sex, then got themselves pregnant and decided they cannot handle it so abort the baby. What has the world turn into? It's really worrying and scary hearing all these.

I'm reminded that God does all the impossibles. He can turn the impossible to the possible. At the end of the day, the least and the most I can do is to pray. Pray for their being and their baby and trust that no matter what happen, they will still trust God.

Prayer changes things..

posted by Michelle at 22:51:00 | 0 comments


Wednesday 22 June 2005
*.* MAD? normal? You choose! *.*

Ever wonder why dogs and cats cannot see eye to eye with one another?

I was in my friend's place and she has this very huge dog, a golden retriever which is really big. It's a very cute and mischievous, it won't bark unnecessary. I am honestly very afraid of dogs and I never like them. Apparently why I begin to like dogs is because of my friend and her dog name Zoey. He is seriously very very adorable.

I went down with him today and he was very cute. He saw a cat and he wanted to pounce on it and apparently the cat was on a 'stand-by' mode. Both looking very fierce.

In my mind I was like why was can't cats and dogs see eye to eye with each other, if they are trained since young, will they be good friends?

I think we humans are like that too. We live under environment stimulations. Whatever most people do, we follow. To some extend it's peer pressure. Be it fashion, hairstyles, and even to the fun of having sex. It's scary having to hear from news that young girls get raped or molested, it's scary hearing more and more people getting AIDs. It's not that they are not aware of the danger but they choose to play with fire knowing how dangerous a fire can cause. Great damage.

I want to be different, I want to be MAD. I don't want to be what the normal people are doing, thinking that it's very cool and feeling great.

MAD - Making A Difference...

posted by Michelle at 23:33:00 | 0 comments



*.* I'm forgiven.. because You were forsaken... *.*

Apparently my PC crashed, my laptop turn me off and Finally get to blog again.. I just got a new lappy and I'll get more chance to blog more often hopefully I'm not busy too.

Well, sad to say I didn't leave for my Malaysia trip for the training camp but I still went in with my friend to do some shopping for just one day, it's good enough. The shopping centre is so big that it's so hard to find just one nice skirt that I wanted/had in mind. I had to shop for 3 hours to get something that I was looking for and then leaving that place feeling more satisfied.

I've learnt one very important lesson in life this whole week. It really took me a long time to finally decide to go up to him after so long and just to tell him that I don't want to carry the burden to hate somebody after so many months and just to tell him that I've forgiven him.

It honestly feels good to forgive someone who hurt you so badly. Times you really hate that person because he/she betrayed you, hurt you in many way, times you just don't feel like seeing or even hearing from that person. It takes a lot to really forgive someone.

Well, we are being forgiven by someone too. If He didn't die for us, we would be sinners forever and ever or maybe we won't even be here. It takes God's grace and mercy to forgive us and we can also ask God for His grace and mercy to be upon us to forgive someone too.

Don't hold the burden anymore, it's not worth that kind of heaviness...

posted by Michelle at 12:37:00 | 1 comments


Monday 13 June 2005
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Haven't been blogging for a very long time. School just started not long and I can't wait to get out of here soon. I'm only having a 4 days school days and my free day just happened to be a Wednesday so time really flies.

I guess I'm going through a period of 'dryness' in me and I hope this won't last long. But I really thank God because every now and then He would remind me things that He did for me and then I'll cry like a big baby and then running back into His arms.

A period of discouragement, a period that sometimes memories would come back and then I'll remind myself of my covenant with God. I guess the time of cell retreat really puts my mind off from many things.

I'm leaving this Friday to Mersing (Malaysia) for a youth internship camp. I honestly not ready for this camp, I don't even feel that I'm ready to be a leader. I ever told my mentor that I just feel like going there and have lots of fun. She said it's alright because it's the fun that I'll learn more things.

posted by Michelle at 11:23:00 | 1 comments


Sunday 12 June 2005
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I hate you for giving me that kind of look
I hate you for giving me that kind of smile
I hate you for the way you treated me
I hate you for cheating me
I hate myself for forgiving you

I wish you would go and never come back
I wish I would go and never return

I wish you will bring yourself down and let God control
i wish we will never meet again and let me totally forget you...

posted by Michelle at 23:33:00 | 0 comments

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