Maybe it's time to settle down. I mean in church. Time to spend time to go cell and of course getting back to God. I guessed I've idled too long till I feel I've drifted so far apart.
Quite a hard sermon to swallow but I guessed I'm back to the basics.
Changing my perspective and I'll change my life..
- God is the Lord of my life. (Have I really acknowledged Him and allow Him to do that?)
- God knows what is best for me. (I know but...)
- God desires what is best for me. (I also know but...)
- God has the power to do what is best for me. (Okay.. What am I supposed to do next?)
I realized how little I've think of God, knowing that I had been the lord of my life instead and of course not knowing that I didn't trust anyone anymore. It's time to recall what I've asked God for in my life (some time back) and willing to wait patiently for it to happen in His time.
I was watching this cartoon by Max Lucado about Hermie and Wormie (they are just worms), other insects and God (Eh, I still think God don't talk to insects). They are really adorable. There was a part about obeying the rules that God made and suddenly God spoke (as usual in a deep low voice), He said rules are meant to protect us and they are there because He loves us. I could feel tears were welling up the corner of my eyes. I guess I know where I've gone wrong.
Anyway, another week or so to my GA wisdom teeth surgery. It's quite a wrong timing to watch a wrong show called Awake. Scary. I just want to get it over and done with fast. God take the fear out of me (just like how the worms spoke in the cartoon).
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