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Name: Michelle Ruth Tong

Birthday: 3rd March

Life Mission Statement:
To be a testimony of Christ and set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity (1 Tim. 4:12). Do whatever is true, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable, whatever is excellent and praiseworthy to God (Phili 4:8).



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Saturday 5 May 2007
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It's been a long time since I last blogged and a long time since I read people's blog. I really must thank God for the job that He has provided me and all that I never thought I would get.

I got accepted by 2 universities now but I have deferred my studies till next year because my parents cannot really my university fees for now. My company has accepted my request and gave me a year contract to be a RF Assistant Engineer with pretty good benefits. I quite like the environment and the people I'm working with now. To be frank, I was pretty affected that I am unable to study now but to work and all that came to my mind was that I am going to waste a year and stuffs but come to think about it now, I should just take it as a good working experience for me.

Working life is really getting me more and more tired. I don't feel like going anyway, I don't feel like going to places where I used to like going, I don't like to hang out with big group of people anymore, I just want to be alone. Alone to stone, sleep, slack and shop.

Somehow it doesn't matter whether someone out there cares or not, it doesn't matter to me anymore. At the end of the day, everyone has to live their own life the way they want to.

Church seems like a place of judgement, it's becoming more and more like a stranger to me. All the things I do, seem to become more and more draggy. I'm beginning to feel tired, physically, emotionally, spiritually. I'm not moving anywhere, I know I'm stuck.

Maybe it's time to take a step back and be alone. A place where no one will step in. A place where it's just for me.

posted by Michelle at 22:55:00

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